My meditation practice began in 2001, during one of the darkest, most difficult times of my life. I was unemployed, recovering from both injury and illness, and in the process of ending a long-term relationship. (That was on the outside—you can imagine how things were on the inside!)
After exploring a few different options, I joined a weekly meditation group at San Francisco Zen Center and began taking Tai Chi classes at my neighborhood YMCA. I soon discovered these mind-body practices were transformative and deeply supportive as I lived through pain and suffering. They didn’t change my situation so much as they changed my experience of it—reducing physical discomfort, nourishing mental-emotional resilience, and growing my ability to notice and appreciate the everyday goodness that surrounded me in the midst of heartbreak and uncertainty.
Years later, in much better overall health, I leaned into these same practices during intensely challenging times at work. I could see that a prolonged period of stress and overwork was beginning to take its toll and I knew that making more space for self-care was critical. I joined an evening Qigong practice group and began hosting a weekly silent meditation session during the lunch hour. It actually didn’t matter to me whether anyone else came (though they did, and I was glad), the key was that I set critical boundaries in my professional life and continued to practice what I knew would help me flourish.
Eventually, I decided to pivot my career toward wellbeing support and advocacy. While my personal practice is rooted in Buddhist tradition, I teach mindfulness in a secular manner because I believe it is a powerful offering for public health and I especially want to share it with those who might never set foot in a temple or meditation hall.